Andrew Bod Evans

Im calling you from heaven
Because i know how much you miss me

Please dont cry
I wanted to talk to you
Because you see i miss you too

Just before i called you
God and i were talking
He told me how sad you have been
And he didnt want to see you cry anymore
Then he told me there was one person
Who could always make you smile
So thats why im calling you today

I wanted to let you know im safe in heaven
So wipe your eyes there's no tears here
Only beauty surrounds me now

If you get lonely
Just close your eyes and remember me
Im there in the corner of your heart
God gave you those memories for a reason
So take them out and think of me
I'll send you my angel kisses
'cause i love to see you smile

Well i have to go now
"I LOVE YOU "
Maybe it seemed like a short time we were together
But someday we'll be together for eternity
Until then remember what i told you
Im always with you
In fact im only a prayer away!

Yvonne Jones Mum Of Craig Xxx (Family Friend) March 17, 2009

SO TRUE
Hello, Old Friend,
Oh, yes, you know
I lost my child a while ago.
No, no please
Don’t look away
And change the subject
It’s ok.
You see, at first I couldn’t feel,
It took so long, but now it’s real.
I hurt so much inside you see
I need to talk,
Come sit with me?
You see, I was numb for so very long,
And people said, “My, she is so strong.”
They did not know I couldn’t feel,
My broken heart made all unreal.
But then one day, as I awoke
I clutched my chest, began to choke,
Such a scream, such a wail,
Broke from me…
My child! My child!
The horror of reality.
But everyone has moved on, you see,
everyone except for me.
Now, when I need friends most of all,
Between us there now stands a wall.
My pain is more than they can bear,
When I mention my child,
I see their blank stare.
“But I thought you were over it,”
Their eyes seem to say,
No, no, I can’t listen to this, not today.
So I smile and pretend, and say, “Oh, I’m ok”.
But inside I am crying, as I turn away.
And so my old friend, I shall paint on a smile,
As I have from the start,
You never knowing all the while,
All I’ve just said to you in my heart.
xxx

Yvonne Jones Mum Of Craig Xxx (Family Friend) March 10, 2009

People think we have forgotten
When at times they see us smile
Little do they know the heartache
That our smiles hide all the while
To some you may be forgotten
To others a part of the past
But to those who loved and lost you
Your memory will last and last

Yvonne Jones Mum Of Craig Xxx (Family Friend) March 9, 2009